I am sitting here waiting. I've been sitting here waiting for 3 hours. I mean, I could possibly argue that I've been sitting here waiting for 3 1/2 years. If I let myself, I could get really angry and testy and resentful and shitty. But I'm just going to bide my time and amuse myself by being quiet and reading and taking care of little things that need to be taken care of and also by blogging which I haven't done in 7 years. A better way of looking at this waiting is by realizing that I am getting the gift of the unscheduled mind. The I don't have to know what I am doing in the next hour or two or however long. It opens up my world to surprises! Oooh Keith and Melinda were here! They haven't been here since I bought the place. Ooooh I read! Oooh I sewed a button back on! Oooh I talked to my boys and got caught up on their lives!
Thanks Zach, you give me gifts I need.
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